wafafak is this feeling.
Urgh what is this. Out of a sudden, something’s distracting me from focusing. I’m suppose to be studying and cramming like mad now, suddenly my mind is all full of stuff, and I don’t even know what stuff it is. I just know something’s bothering me. I can’t concentrate.
It’s really hard, studying all this shit. Makes me realize how confused I am in life. To be learning all this crap, when honestly none of it applies to my daily life, or future. I just don’t wanna learn it. Seeing how everyone around me like my brother to be able to be doing the things that they want makes me wanna break out of here.
I don’t hate school. I love it actually. The activities, the people. I just hate the subjects and how they’re so irrelevant. I just feel so confused whether I wanna put an effort in it or not. If I had something to aim to, I would work hard. I didn’t even read a teany bit of history cause I don’t even give a fuck about it. Honestly.
Blah. I wish I can talk to God. Face to face. Get Him to explain what the reason behind all this is. Cause i’m seriously confused, and it’s such terrible timing too.
I wanna leave. Yet there’s things keeping me here. Yet I don’t even have the balls to go for these things. And I don’t even know where I wanna leave to, yet alone don’t know what I’m gonna do when I do do.
Screw this shit.
man I feel old.
I just had myself a fantastic sweet 16. I’ll probably update about it much later, but right now I’m just feeling extremely thankful.
For all those who wished and called me, even though you guys are probably busy with cny and all, thank you.
For my cousins that got me such an awesome present and for giving me such an awesome time today, especially Jia, omg thank you so much.
It was an incredible and surreal day. And i’ll always look back at my sweet 16 as one of the best days of my life. <3
I should really start work though.
Kelly Clarkson gave a tribute to the late Etta James that has recently passed away during her tour a few days ago. She sang one of Etta’s classics, “I’d Rather Go Blind”, which was apparently her favourite one.
You probably already know I love her, but DAMN.
She can SANG. So good. Based on a recording like that she can sound so great, especially live. I really wish that she’d record a more soul ish album, cause she sorta has a really soulful/raspy voice. I would listen to it and eargasms forever <3
Kelly Clarkson, is there anything you can’t do?
Haley: “We’re singing Baby, It’s Cold Outside — ACOUSTIC VERSION!
*then scats*
^_^
I’m full on Haley fangirl mode today.
athousandmilesseemsprettyfarr:
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MBVJSNMS VM,SVJKDSHSLKFJSLKMLKMDSFD S FINALLEH.
